6 days later but ay! lol WE BROKE-UP Part. 2 :)

     My dad attempted to ask me what happened, but I just didn’t feel like having this conversation on Christmas, so I just stayed in my room for the majority of the day. I have never felt this way before. I am such a family oriented person and to distance myself from my family was totally out of my character, but my heart hurt so bad. My body didn’t want to move, my mouth didn’t want to speak, and my ears didn’t want to hear nor listen to anyone but Crystal.

     I must have called her a million times last night and I got her voice mail every single time.

     “You have reached Ms. Chrys, Sorry I’m not able to answer the phone. I must be somewhere being fabulous. Just kidding. I’ll give you a call back as soon as I can. Tootles.”

     After awhile I knew she wasn’t going to answer my calls but I kept calling just to hear her voice. Although it’s just been merely hours since I seen her, it felt much longer and I already missed her cute face, her humor, her sophistication, and most of all her love, which I didn’t know she had for me.

     What the fuck was I thinking that night? I mean yea Robin is bad as hell, but I loved Crystal, just never told her. And I told that bitch Robin not to say nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing and that hoe still did exactly what I told her not to do.

     All of a sudden so much anger came over me, I immediately leaned over my bed, found my phone on the charger on the floor and dialed Robin.

     Robin:       Well, Merry Christmas baby - Robin said after the first ring.

     Desmond:  Bitch, I ain’t your damn Baby!

     Robin:       Whoa, Whoa, Whoa! Who in the hell are you calling Bitch?

     Desmond:  You Robin, YOUUUUUUUU!

     Robin:       OH NO THE HELL YOU NOT! I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE TALKING TO  BUT YOU DAMN SHOLL AIN’T TALKING TO ME LIKE YOU CRAZY.

     Desmond:  DIDN’T I TELL YOU NOT TO SAY ANYTHING???!!!

     Robin:        Ay, I did what I had to do when you weren’t answering my calls after you gave me the best fuck of my life.

     Desmond:   So we playing games? Is that what you saying? We playing games?

     Robins:       You the one playing games. You the one that told me that you was going to break up with Crystal and be with me, then I don’t hear from you. So who playing games Desmond? Who is the one playing games?

     Desmond:    Break up with Crystal? I ain’t never say that shit! Don’t be sitting up here lying and shit, Robin.

     Robin:         YES YOU DID. THAT SAME NIGHT, YOU SAID THAT TO ME!

     A burst of laughter shot out of me. This bitch serious?

     “I was DRUNK Robin. Both you and me knew that. And you believed that? Why would you believe anything I said to you that night? Are you kidding me?”

     I heard cries, sobbing, and CLICK!

     I can’t believe this. I threw my phone across the room and laid in my bed and stared at the ceiling. Not soon after I heard a knock on my door and my little sister, Asia barged in. She has always been my soft spot.

      She jumped on top of me, right on my nuts.

     Desmond: Ahhhhhhhhh.Asiiiaaaa!!!!

     Asia:         Don’t you just love when I do that?-She said with a huge smirk on her face.

     

     Recovering from that instant pain, I grabbed her and tickled her until she started to cry. I let her go then she punched me in my arm.

     Asia:        Mom said dinner was ready and to get your ass downstairs.

     My eyes nearly shot out of my sockets.

     Desmond: Little girl what did you say?

     She started laughing... 

     Asia:         Nothing.

     Desmond: I’m telling ma, you up here cursing.

     Asia:        Ay, that’s just what she said. I just repeated what she said.

     Desmond:Whatever, com’ on little girl. Let’s eat.

     I ran out of my room and down the stairs leaving her behind.

     Asia:         Ayyyy punk! You didn’t even open my gift this morning.

     Christmas dinner was just as it always was with lots of food, laughter, movies, and my mom’s best desserts to finish the night off just right. Crystal left my mind for those moments, but she quickly returned as soon as I went back to my room and started to settle down. Her pictures were still present in my room so that was the first thing I saw when I entered and all that anger and pain from earlier rushed right back to me.

     I took an extra long steamy shower but the image of her walking awa y from me back into her house after she broke up with me with kept replaying over and over again. I knew I wasn’t going to sleep that night, so I just laid in my bed listening to slow jams, until I drifted off into sleep.

     The next few days were tough, friends and family continued to ask about Crystal. I still didn’t want to talk about it. I was still unsure about what I was going to do. Was I just going to let her go or find out some other way to get through to her? I didn’t know. All I knew was that it was driving me crazy that I haven’t talked to her or seen her.

     On the weekend, I decided I needed to get out this rut I was in. I had ignored a lot of phone calls, didn’t leave the house, and basically listened to my music all day, I didn’t even go hoop with the guys, but I pried myself out of bed to go to the local gym a few blocks away and work out a little.

     That workout was a good idea because afterwards I felt refreshed, my mind was clear, and I felt ready for any and every thing. I left the gym with a new attitude too: I’m about to go get my girl back.

     
     I hopped straight in the shower as soon as I got home, threw on some comfy clothes, grabbed a cup of my mom’s homemade hot chocolate and laid down in my bed and finally checked my Facebook for the first time in days.

     I skimmed through my newsfeed past a whole bunch of “friends” I did not even know until I saw one of my team mates' status, it read: My heart goes out to Robin and her family.

     I continued to scroll down and similar statuses kept appearing…Robin, come back home….I love you Robin please come back…Robin, you don't deserve this….Robin, you won’t be forgotten,  we won’t stop until you are found.

     Extremely confused I called Rick, my team mate whose status was the first one I read.

     Desmond: Dude, what’s going on? I’m reading all these Facebook statuses about Robin…

     Rick:         Des, where have you been? Robin has been missing for a few days now.

     Shock went straight threw me and instantly my body went numb and my cup of hot chocolate fell into my lap, splattering all over me and my bed.